All I want is that hope back

Maybe there's a time in every one's life that they realize they are not where they expected to be. Maybe there's a time when you look in the mirror and realize a lot of those childhood dreams are a far cry from where you actually ended up. Right now is that time for me. Right now I am alone. Right now everything I thought I had all figured out is upside down. It hurts to be in this place. All I can do is think about how life seemed limitless when I was a kid. All I want is that hope back.